seks storee chudaee kah jaanavar ke saath seks kahaaniyaan
jaanavar ke saath seks kahaaniyon – kutta aur nanand, main aur sasur jee : meree umr chhabees varsh hai, vivaahit hoon, vivaah ko ek varsh se oopar beet chuka hai, is samay main do maah ke garbh se hoon, shaadee ke baad pratham garbh khushiyon bhara hota hai, magar mujhe is garbh ne badee ulajhan mein daal diya hai, samajh nahin pa rahee hoon kee garbh thaharane kee khushee manaoon ya gam, nisandeh aap yah jaan kar chakkar mein pad gaye honge, main koee saspens draama nahin likh rahee hoon,
yah meree apanee samasya hai jisakee vajah se aaj main bahut pareshaan hoon, jab tak main saaree baat vistaar nahin nahin likhoongee aap dhang se kuchh nahin samajh paayenge, meree sasuraal mein paanch sadasy hain, do mere saas sasur, do nanaden, jiname ek solah varsh kee hai doosaree gyaarah varsh kee hai, paanchave mere pati, ab chhathee main hoon, isase pahale sasooraal mein ek sadasy aur tha, mere pati ka chhota bhaee jo meree shaadee se pahale hee ek kaar ekseedent mein maara gaya tha, jab meree shaadee huee thee nikkee (meree badee nanad) pandrah varsh kee kishoree thee, usake yauvan ke phool khilane shuroo huve the, magar ek saal mein hee vah kaaphee phul phaal kar javaan ladakee dikhatee thee, pati ka kaarobaar aisa hai kee unhen mahina mahina bhar baahar rukana pad jaata hai, aise mein mai akelee unako yaad kar ke baichain hotee rahatee, teen maheene pahale pati kaam ke silasile mein inglend ja rahe the, koee mahina chaalees din ka tur tha, ve mujhe bhee saath le jaana chaahate the magar mainen hee inakaar kar diya, meree saas kee ek bahan bambee mein rahatee hai, pati ko phlaeet bambee se pakadanee thee, tab saas apanee chhotee betee ko lekar mere pati ke saath bambee ke liye ravaana ho gaee, yah soch kar kee unaka beta jaate samay unhen chhod jaayega aur aate samay bhee vah unhee ke saath vaapas aa jaayegee,
ghar se teen log chale gaye aur teen log rah gaye, main, meree nanad aur sasur jee, yahaan main apane sasur jee ke baare main bataatee chaloon, unakee umr paintaalis ke upar ho gaee hai magar paintees saal ke purush kee tarah deekhate hain, dekhane main kuchh saanvale hain magar parsanelitee bahut achchhee hai, kabhee kisee baat ka gam nahin karate sada khush rahate hain, shaayad yahee unakee sehat ka raaj bhee hai, shakhashiyat achchhee hai to tabiyat bhee rangeen hai, sabake saath hansee majaak kar lete hain, yahaan tak kee mere saamane bhee nahin hichakate, mere saath is tarah hansee thitholee karate hain jaise main unakee bahu na hokar bhaabhee hooon, balki main hee jhemp jaatee hoon, patnee aur bete ke jaane ke baad ve vakt gujaarane ke liye baahar chale jaate the, kabhee kabhee dopahar mein aa jaate aur kabhee shaam ko hee lautate the,
us din dopahar ko main oopar bane apane baidaroom mein sone ke lie chalee gaee, magar jab kaaphee der tak neend nahin aaee to main niche utar aaee, in dinon raat mein bhee main bharapur neend le rahee thee to din mein neend kahaan se aa jaatee, pati hote the to din mein khub sotee thee, usakee vajah to aap samajh hee gae honge, jee haan, ve mujhe aadhee aadhee raat tak jagaate jo the, ab aisa nahin tha, raat bhar aaraam hee aaraam tha, baharahaal main niche aa gaee, nanad ko main niche hee chhod kar gaee thee, vah mujhe kaheen dikhaee na dee, mainne socha kisee kamare mein jaakar so gaee hogee, vah kuchh sankochee svabhaav kee thee, jab kisee baat par main use chhedatee to vah sharma jaatee thee, mujhe laga vah abhee har baaton se anjaan hai, magar aaj mera yah bhram toot gaya, vah anjaan aur bholee bhaalee dikhaee jaroor detee thee,
magar andar se bilakul bhunee huee thee, yah mainne aaj hee jaana, tab jab main use talaash karatee karatee ek kamare se kun-kun tatha sisakeeyon kee aavaajen sunee, draingaroom numa vah kamara pooree tarah band nahin tha, daravaaje aur deevaar ke bich thodee see jhiree ban rahee thee, andar se nikalate rahasyamee svar ne mujhe hoshiyaar kar diya tha atah mainne nanad ko aavaaj dene ya daravaaja ekadam se kholane ke bajaaye daravaaje mein thodee aur daraar banaee kee dekhoon andar se ye kaisee aavaajen aa rahee hain?
ghar sai taiain log chhalai gayai aur taiain log rah gayai, main, mairaiai nanad aur sasur jaiai, yahaan main apanai sasur jaiai kai baarai main bataataiai chhaloon, unakaiai umr paintaalis kai upar ho gaaiai hai magar paintaiais saal kai purush kaiai tarah daiaikhatai hain, daikhanai main kuchhh saanvalai hain magar parsanailitaiai bahut achhchhhaiai hai, kabhaiai kisaiai baat ka gam nahin karatai sad khush rahatai hain, shaayad yahaiai unakaiai saihat ka raaj bhaiai hai, shakhashiyat achhchhhaiai hai to tabiyat bhaiai rangaiain hai, sabakai saath hansaiai majaak kar laitai hain, yahaan tak kaiai mairai saamanai bhaiai nahin hichhakatai, mairai saath is tarah hansaiai thitholaiai karatai hain jaisai main unakaiai bahu na hokar bhaabhaiai hooon,
balki main haiai jhaimp jaataiai hoon, patnaiai aur baitai kai jaanai kai baad vai vakt gujaaranai kai liyai baahar chhalai jaatai thai, kabhaiai kabhaiai dopahar maiin aa jaatai aur kabhaiai shaam ko haiai lautatai thai, us din dopahar ko main oopar banai apanai baidaroom maiin sonai kai liai chhalaiai gaaiai, magar jab kaaphaiai dair tak naiaind nahin aaaiai to main nichhai utar aaaiai, in dinon raat maiin bhaiai main bharapur naiaind lai rahaiai thaiai to din maiin naiaind kahaan sai aa jaataiai, pati hotai thai to din maiin khub sotaiai thaiai, usakaiai vajah to aap samajh haiai gaai hongai, jaiai haan, vai mujhai aadhaiai aadhaiai raat tak jagaatai jo thai,
ab ais nahin th, raat bhar aaraam haiai aaraam th, baharahaal main nichhai aa gaaiai, nanad ko main nichhai haiai chhhod kar gaaiai thaiai, vah mujhai kahaiain dikhaaiai na daiai, mainnai sochh kisaiai kamarai maiin jaakar so gaaiai hogaiai, vah kuchhh sankochhaiai svabhaav kaiai thaiai, jab kisaiai baat par main usai chhhaidataiai to vah sharm jaataiai thaiai, mujhai lag vah abhaiai har baaton sai anjaan hai, magar aaj mair yah bhram toot gay, vah anjaan aur bholaiai bhaalaiai dikhaaiai jaroor daitaiai thaiai,
magar andar sai bilakul bhunaiai huaiai thaiai, yah mainnai aaj haiai jaan, tab jab main usai talaash karataiai karataiai aik kamarai sai kun-kun tath sisakaiaiyon kaiai aavaajain sunaiai, draingaroom num vah kamar pooraiai tarah band nahin th, daravaajai aur daiaivaar kai bichh thodaiai saiai jhiraiai ban rahaiai thaiai, andar sai nikalatai rahasyamaiai svar nai mujhai hoshiyaar kar diy th atah mainnai nanad ko aavaaj dainai ya daravaaj aikadam sai kholanai kai bajaayai daravaajai maiin thodaiai aur daraar banaaiai kaiai daikhoon andar sai yai kaisaiai aavaajain aa rahaiai hain?
ghar sai taiain log chhhalai gayai aur taiain log rah gayai, main, mairaiai nanad aur sasur jaiai, yahaan main apanai sasur jaiai kai baarai main bataataiai chhhaloon, unakaiai umr paintaalis kai upar ho gaaiai hai magar paintaiais saal kai purush kaiai tarah daiaikhatai hain, daikhanai main kuchhhh saanvalai hain magar parsanailitaiai bahut achhhchhhhaiai hai, kabhaiai kisaiai baat ka gam nahin karatai sad khush rahatai hain, shaayad yahaiai unakaiai saihat ka raaj bhaiai hai, shakhashiyat achhhchhhhaiai hai to tabiyat bhaiai rangaiain hai, sabakai saath hansaiai majaak kar laitai hain, yahaan tak kaiai mairai saamanai bhaiai nahin hichhhakatai, mairai saath is tarah hansaiai thitholaiai karatai hain jaisai main unakaiai bahu na hokar bhaabhaiai hooon,
balki main haiai jhaimp jaataiai hoon, patnaiai aur baitai kai jaanai kai baad vai vakt gujaaranai kai liyai baahar chhhalai jaatai thai, kabhaiai kabhaiai dopahar maiin aa jaatai aur kabhaiai shaam ko haiai lautatai thai, us din dopahar ko main oopar banai apanai baidaroom maiin sonai kai liai chhhalaiai gaaiai, magar jab kaaphaiai dair tak naiaind nahin aaaiai to main nichhhai utar aaaiai, in dinon raat maiin bhaiai main bharapur naiaind lai rahaiai thaiai to din maiin naiaind kahaan sai aa jaataiai, pati hotai thai to din maiin khub sotaiai thaiai, usakaiai vajah to aap samajh haiai gaai hongai, jaiai haan, vai mujhai aadhaiai aadhaiai raat tak jagaatai jo thai, ab ais nahin th, raat bhar aaraam haiai aaraam th, baharahaal main nichhhai aa gaaiai, nanad ko main nichhhai haiai chhhhod kar gaaiai thaiai, vah mujhai kahaiain dikhaaiai na daiai, mainnai sochhh kisaiai
kamarai maiin jaakar so gaaiai hogaiai, vah kuchhhh sankochhhaiai svabhaav kaiai thaiai, jab kisaiai baat par main usai chhhhaidataiai to vah sharm jaataiai thaiai, mujhai lag vah abhaiai har baaton sai anjaan hai, magar aaj mair yah bhram toot gay, vah anjaan aur bholaiai bhaalaiai dikhaaiai jaroor daitaiai thaiai, magar andar sai bilakul bhunaiai huaiai thaiai, yah mainnai aaj haiai jaan, tab jab main usai talaash karataiai karataiai aik kamarai sai kun-kun tath sisakaiaiyon kaiai aavaajain sunaiai, draingaroom num vah kamar pooraiai tarah band nahin th, daravaajai aur daiaivaar kai bichhh thodaiai saiai jhiraiai ban rahaiai thaiai, andar sai nikalatai rahasyamaiai svar nai mujhai hoshiyaar kar diy th atah mainnai nanad ko aavaaj dainai ya daravaaj aikadam sai kholanai kai bajaayai daravaajai maiin thodaiai aur daraar banaaiai kaiai daikhoon andar sai yai kaisaiai aavaajain aa rahaiai hain?
ghar sai taiain log chhhhalai gayai aur taiain log rah gayai, main, mairaiai nanad aur sasur jaiai, yahaan main apanai sasur jaiai kai baarai main bataataiai chhhhaloon, unakaiai umr paintaalis kai upar ho gaaiai hai magar paintaiais saal kai purush kaiai tarah daiaikhatai hain, daikhanai main kuchhhhh saanvalai hain magar parsanailitaiai bahut achhhhchhhhhaiai hai, kabhaiai kisaiai baat ka gam nahin karatai sad khush rahatai hain, shaayad yahaiai unakaiai saihat ka raaj bhaiai hai, shakhashiyat achhhhchhhhhaiai hai to tabiyat bhaiai rangaiain hai, sabakai saath hansaiai majaak kar laitai hain, yahaan tak kaiai mairai saamanai bhaiai nahin hichhhhakatai, mairai saath is tarah hansaiai thitholaiai karatai hain jaisai main unakaiai bahu na hokar bhaabhaiai hooon,
balki main haiai jhaimp jaataiai hoon, patnaiai aur baitai kai jaanai kai baad vai vakt gujaaranai kai liyai baahar chhhhalai jaatai thai, kabhaiai kabhaiai dopahar maiin aa jaatai aur kabhaiai shaam ko haiai lautatai thai, us din dopahar ko main oopar banai apanai baidaroom maiin sonai kai liai chhhhalaiai gaaiai, magar jab kaaphaiai dair tak naiaind nahin aaaiai to main nichhhhai utar aaaiai, in dinon raat maiin bhaiai main bharapur naiaind lai rahaiai thaiai to din maiin naiaind kahaan sai aa jaataiai, pati hotai thai to din maiin khub sotaiai thaiai, usakaiai vajah to aap samajh haiai gaai hongai, jaiai haan, vai mujhai aadhaiai aadhaiai raat tak jagaatai jo thai, ab ais nahin th, raat bhar aaraam haiai aaraam th, baharahaal main nichhhhai aa gaaiai, nanad ko
main nichhhhai haiai chhhhhod kar gaaiai thaiai, vah mujhai kahaiain dikhaaiai na daiai, mainnai sochhhh kisaiai kamarai maiin jaakar so gaaiai hogaiai, vah kuchhhhh sankochhhhaiai svabhaav kaiai thaiai, jab kisaiai baat par main usai chhhhhaidataiai to vah sharm jaataiai thaiai, mujhai lag vah abhaiai har baaton sai anjaan hai, magar aaj mair yah bhram toot gay, vah anjaan aur bholaiai bhaalaiai dikhaaiai jaroor daitaiai thaiai, magar andar sai bilakul bhunaiai huaiai thaiai, yah mainnai aaj haiai jaan, tab jab main usai talaash karataiai karataiai aik kamarai sai kun-kun tath sisakaiaiyon kaiai aavaajain sunaiai, draingaroom num vah kamar pooraiai tarah band nahin th, daravaajai aur daiaivaar kai bichhhh thodaiai saiai jhiraiai ban rahaiai thaiai, andar sai nikalatai rahasyamaiai svar nai mujhai hoshiyaar kar diy th atah mainnai nanad ko aavaaj dainai ya daravaaj aikadam sai kholanai kai bajaayai daravaajai maiin thodaiai aur daraar banaaiai kaiai daikhoon andar sai yai kaisaiai aavaajain aa rahaiai hain?
” ba…baap…..re ” main saas kee himmat kee daad diye bina na rah sakee, jinakee yonee ke raaste se ling ghus kar pasaliyon tak pahunch jaata hoga, kaise bardaast karatee hongee ve is gadhe saamaan ling ko, chaudaee bhee kam nahin thee, ek tenees kee bol se jara sa kam chaudaee vaala supaada saas kee yonee mein ghusata kaise hoga? yah baat to aur bhee aashchary mein daalane vaalee thee, main usee prakaar dheere se ghutanon par khadee ho gaee, lambaee naap chukee thee ab chaudaee naapanee thee, mainen apanee sari aur peteekot ko koolhon se upar tak utha kar ek haanth se sari aur peteekot sambhaala tatha dusare haanth
se ling pakad kar apanee jaanghon ke beech mein le aaee, is samay main dhad tak pooree nangee thee, meree chhote chhote baalon yukt yonee apane niche vikaraal ling ko dekh kar ghabara uthee thee, use dar lag raha tha kee kaheen uchhalata koodata ling use phaad na daale, yonee ne sanasana kar chetaaya kee main khatara mol le rahee hoon, magar mainen use dil hee dil mein tassalee dee bas ek minat abhee hat jaungee jara ling ka saij naap loon, meree yonee ne ijaajat to na dee magar mainen usakee sune bagair thoda niche hokar ling apanee yonee par rakh liya, ling kee motaee haulaane vaalee thee, meree jaanghen phailee huee thee phir bhee ling ka chauda supaada meree jaanghon ke sire par tach kar raha tha, mainen jhuk kar niche jhaanka, ” uph,” dil dhak se rah gaya, ling mund ne meree yonee ko upar tak dhak liya tha, ab tak meree yonee usakee garmee se jhulasane lagee thee, yahaan ek gadabad chal rahee thee jo mujhe pata nahin thee,
sasur jinhen main neend kee goliyon ke prabhaav mein bekhabar sota samajh nishchint hokar ye sab kuchh kar rahee thee yah nahin jaanatee thee kee ve sharaab pine ke aadi hain aur sharaab pine vaalon par neend kee goliyaan kuchh khaas asar nahin dikhaatee, ve to kabhee ke jaag chuke the, aur mujhe ling kee naap taul karate huve bhee dekh rahe the, us aur se bekhabar ek baaragee mera man huva jor laga kar dekhoon kee itana bada ling ghusega kaise, par yonee ne phauran ghabara kar inakaar kar diya, khud mujhe bhee apana yah vichaar pooree tarah jancha nahin, isase pahale kee main uttejana mein paagal hokar koee ulata seedha kadam uthaatee mainen vichalit hokar uthana chaaha, magar tabhee sasur ne aankhen khol kar dheere se kaha, “is tarah kya pata lagega bahu, andar kara kar dekh lo “ “aan” main is tarah uchhal padee jaise bichchhoo ne dank maar diya ho,
mainen ghabara kar sasur kee or dekha, unhen jaagate dekh mere shareer se is tarah hava nikal gaee jaise gubbaare mein se hava nikal jaatee hai, shareer svayan dheela hokar unake ling par bhaar banata ja raha tha, tabhee unhonne meree jaanghen pakad lee aur sahalaate huve bole ” lao main hee andar kar deta hoon,” unake iraade jaan kar mujh par bala ka khauph haavee ho gaya aur pahalee baar ehasaas hua kee mera bhaar unake ling par bahut badh gaya hai, ling yonee ke honthon ko phaila kar yonimukh mein chubh raha tha, mainen ghabaraahat mein vahaan se uchhal kar door hat jaana chaaha parantu sasur pahale hee vaar kar chuke the, meree jaanghon ko pakade puree taakat se shareer ko niche kheenchate huve unhonne niche se jor kee uchhaal bharee, ek jhatake mein ling ne yonee ko buree tarah chaudaaya aur agale jhatake mein tadaak se andar bhee ghus gaya,
unake bal ke aage main ling ko pravesh hone se na rok sakee, maare dard ke mera munh khule ka khula rah gaya, aavaaj jaise gale mein hee atak gaee, laga jaise meree jaanghon samet yonee ko chir diya gaya ho, mere haanth se peteekot samet sari chhut gaee, ling aur yonee sari ke andar dhank gaye, ab aad mein ling andar ko badhane kee naakaam cheshta kar raha tha kyonki mainen kisee tarah koshish kar ke apane bhaar ko niche girane se rok sari ke upar se ling ko pakad liya aur chillaee, ” na…nahin….daidee….ma…mar jaungee. haay….meree…yonee….phatee…main bardaast nahin kar sakatee …..chh…chhod ,do…..mujhe…ja…jor mat lagao daidee…aaee…ee …iee…. daidee ab maanane vaale nahin the, ve tarang mein bhar kar uth baithe, main peechhe unakee taangon par giree, ling haanthon se chhut gaya,, girane kee vajah se ling jor se hila to mere mukh se cheekh nikal gaee,
daidee ne phataak se mere haanth pakad kar vaasanaayukt kroor svar mein kaha, ” ab to kar hee diya hoon bahu, bhalaee isee mein hai ki shor vor mat machao, aaraam se seedhee let kar ling andar kara lo varana jabaradastee mein tum haar jaogee, main jabaradastee karoonga to tumhe bahut dard hoga, soch lo main jabaradastee karoon ya tum aaraam se letatee ho?’ daidee ki baat sun kar main aur bhee sanaante mein aa gaee, baat bhee sach thee. main kamajor see aurat pahaad jaise aadamee ke aage kya kar sakatee thee, ling mund ghus hee chooka tha, baakee ka ling bhee ve ghusa hee dete atah mainen jaldee se kaha, ” na…nahin daidee….jabaradastee mat karana, theek hai main let rahee hoon, seedhee let rahee hoon, kuchh nahin kahoongee, ” mere kahane ka andaaj bilakul majabooree vaala tha, tab daidee ne vijayee muskaan ke saath mere haanth chhode aur seedhe baith gaye, us samay mera dil huva ki main isee mauke ka laabh utha kar unakee pakad se chhut jaoon, magar mera yah vichaar khokhala tha, ve puree tarah hoshiyaar baithe the, bebasee aur dard ke maare meree aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye, sasur ne mujhe samajhaaya, ” dekho dil chhota karane se koee phaayada nahin, ab tum mera sahayog karo aur dekho main saara ling andar daal doonga aur tumhe takaleeph bhee nahin hogee,”
” sa….saara….?” mera kaleja munh ko aa laga, ” achchha chalo saara nahin daaloonga, jitana tum kahogee utana hee daaloonga, bas ab tum rileks ho jao,” unakee baat par vishvaash karake mainen apane aansu pee liye aur daya maangatee aankhon se unakee or dekh kar bolee, ” bahut lamba mota hai aapaka daidee, jara aaraam se karana, main aapake haanth jodatee hoon, aah…” javaab mein unhonne aashvaasan bharee muskaan meree or uchhaal dee, daidee ne meree sari aur peteekot ko dobaara utha kar mere pet par kiya, ve meree jaanghon ke beech mein dekh rahe the, unakee aankhon mein gaharee chamak thee, mainen bhee seer utha kar udhar dekha, ” uph ” gadhe samaan ling meree yonee ko buree tarah chaudae andar ataka pada tha, meree yonee kee khaal oopar tak simat gaee aur pedoo kuchh phul gaya tha, isalie kyonki vahaan tak unaka ling chadh aaya tha,
daidee ne meree taangen utha kar apane kandhon par chadha lee aur meree yonee ke uparee hisse tatha jaanghon ko sahalaate huve bole, ” tumhaaree yonee aur jaanghen badee chikanee hain bahu, deepak (mere pati) to mar mita hoga tum par,” ” ha…haan… daidee sambhal kar ” mainen unakee baat par dhyaan diye bina unhen phir se chetaaya, ab dard kuchh kam ho gaya tha, ” tum chinta kyon kar rahee ho bahu, tum bhee to aakhir meree apanee ho,” sasur ne meethee baaton ke jariye mujhe aashvast kiya aur dheere dheere ling andar badhaane lage, mujhe phir takaleeph hone lagee, do inch ling aur upar aate hee main dard se bilabila kar bolee, ” ra…ruk… jao….daidee…….bas….bas….karo…..” ve ruk gaye aur thoda ling vaapas khinch kar utane hee ling ko aage badhaaya phir kheencha phir badhaaya, is tarah ling ko do teen baar aage peechhe karane ke baad thoda sa ling aur aage thel diya, mujhe phir dard huva to phir ruk kar utane hee ling dbaara gharshan karane lage, is tarah aadha ling unhonne meree yonee ko pila diya, usake baad ruk kar poochha ” ab bolo bahu, ab to dard nahin hai?”
dard sachamuch nahin tha, ve ling pravesh ke saath hee saath dard mitaate jo aaye the, balki ab meree yonee mein uttejana aa rahee thee, mainen inakaar mein gardan hilaee to bole, ” aadha baakee rah gaya hai use bhee daal doon,” mainen apana pet tatola, ling alag hee pata lag raha tha, vah meree naabhee tak aa chooka tha, mainen socha jab yahaan tak aa gaya hai to thoda sa aur bhee upar aa jaayega atah main uttejana se kampakampaate svar mein bolee, ” bada vikaraal ling hai aapaka daidee, khair pahale kee bhaantee daal kar dekho shaayad thoda sa aur upar aajaayega,” is par daidee hansate huve bole, ” thoda sa nahin bahu,
tum himmat karogee to poora jhel jaogee,” ” himmat to kar hee rahee hoon daidee, tabhee to itana jhel gaee magar poora nahin jhel sakungee,” ” tumhaaree saas bhee aisa hee bolatee thee, magar pahalee hee raat mein poora pel diya tha,” ” ve himmat vaalee hain daidee, khair dekhungee,” mainen unhen haree jhandee dikhaee, to ve phir pahale vaale stail mein ling thelane lage, lagabhag ek chauthaee ling baahar rah gaya to mujh par uttejana ka behad nasha savaar ho gaya aur yah baat sach hai ki jab aurat par uttejana aatee hai to us samay usakee yonee mein chaahe pura musal hee kyon na thuns do vah maje maje mein jhel jaayegee, ab mujhe laga kee meree yonee mein jagah hee jagah hai, so khud kulhe utha utha kar sasur ka pura ling andar le gaee,
” dekho main kahata tha na pura le jaogee, ek inch bhee baahar nahin chhoda,” sasur chahakate svar mein kah kar sharaarat se muskurae, ” haan daidee jhel gaee main aapaka pura ling,” mainen bhee roopaseks mein unaka pura saath diya, ” pata nahin aapaka itana lamba chauda ling kidhar jaakar ad gaya hai,” ” idhar hee hai, dikhaoon ,” unhonne sharaarat mein bhar kar pura ling baahar kheench liya, mera pet ekadam khaalee khaalee ho gaya to mainen buree tarah vichalit hokar unake yonee ras se lithade ling ko pakad kar yonee mein thunsa to unhonne joradaar dhakkon se ling pura andar pel diya, ab dard ke bajaaye yonee mein meethee meethee jhanajhanaahat ho rahee thee, sasur aur main pure josh mein aa chuke the, unhonne taangen seedhee karake dhakke lagaane shuru kar diye to mainen bhee niche se unaka bharapur sahayog kiya,
ling dekhane bhaalane mein bhale hee daraavana lag raha tha aur yonee ke andar lene mein mujhe takaleeph bhee huee thee, magar unake ling ne mujhe jo maja diya vo mere jeevan mein ab tak ke sambhog sukh ka sabase achchha sukh tha, sasur kee mardaanagee par main kurbaan ho gaee, man mein ye soch bhee ubharee kee kaash pati ka ling bhee aisa hota to main har roj aisa hee sukh paatee, khair ye ling bhee ghar mein hee tha, antim charan mein pahunch kar sasur ne itana veery meree yonee mein ugala kee meree yonee labaalab bhar gaee, maje maje mein aakar mainen us raat teen baar sasur ke saath sambhog kiya, mera shareer thak kar chakanaachur ho gaya tab main apane baidaroom mein aakar soyee, ab tak mainen phemilee plaaning apanaee huee thee, sambhog se pahale ya sambhog ke baad garbh nirodhak goliyaan kha liya karatee thee parantu sasur kee mardaanagee mein aisee baavaree huee kee samay par goliyaan khaane ka dhyaan hee nahin rahata,
sasur ko ab ghar mein dil bahalaane ka saadhan mil gaya tha, ve ab ghar se nahin jaate the, raat din ghar mein hee pade rahate aur jab mauka milata mujhase sambhog kar daalate, svayan bhee sambhog ka pura maja lutate aur mujhe bhee bharapur sukh dete, is tarah mahina kab beet gaya mujhe pata bhee nahin chala, is beech ek baar bhee pati ko yaad nahin kiya, balki yahee dil ho raha tha kee pati ek maheene kee bajaaye do maheene baad lauten taaki main sasur kee mardaanagee ka pura pura aanand le sakoon, saas aur pati ke aa jaane ke baad to hamaara milana mumakin hee nahin tha aur phir mauka mila bhee nahin, pati saas tatha chhotee bahan ke saath laut aaye, yahaan main aapako apana maasik kram bata doon taaki aap jaan jaen kee mere pet mein thahara garbh kisaka ho sakata hai, jab pati gaye the tab unake jaane ke do teen din pahale hee main maasik dharm se nipatee thee. maasik dharm ke baad pati ne mere saath sambhog bhee kiya tha, yahaan yah bhee ullekhaneey hai kee main pati kee maujoodagee mein garbh nirodhak goliyon ka niyam se sevan kar rahee thee,
pati ke jaane ke baad jaisa main oopar likh chukee hoon sasur se sambandh bane, garbh nirodhak goliyon ka sevan to mainen kiya magar niyam se nahin kiya, teen – teen chaar – chaar din ke baad ek baar yaad aatee to golee kha letee varana goliyaan khae bagair hee sasur ke saath khoob sambhog kiya, is hisaab se meree maahavaaree agalee baar pati ke lautane se pahale hee honee thee magar nahin huee, us taraph adhik dhyaan nahin diya, pati ke laut aane ke baad sasur ke saath sambandh khatm ho gaye, pati ne sambhog kiya magar jab unake lautane ke baad bhee ek haphte tak maahavaaree ke koee aasaar nahin dikhe tab main chaunkee, daaktar ke paas jaakar chekap karaaya to pata laga kee main ek maah kee garbhavatee hoon, main soch mein pad gaee kee aakhir mere pet mein thahara garbh hai to kisaka, sasur kee or ka palada bhaaree tha, kyonki us beech mainen goliyon ka theek se sevan nahin kiya tha, mujhe to pura visvaash hai pet mein thahara garbh sasur ka hee ho sakata hai, main karoon to kya karoon, bachcha rahane doon ya garbhapaat kara loon, isee oohaapoh mein ek mahina aur beet gaya, is samay main do maah kee garbhavatee hoon, abhee apane garbhavatee hone kee baat mainen kisee ko nahin bataee hai, pati ko bhee pata nahin hai,
